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Writing as Adria Townsend and J. S. Laurenz
Friday, December 19, 2014
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
Reflections on Personal Freedom 25 years after the Fall of the Berlin Wall
It’s interesting to note how differently Germany and America
approach privacy issues. When google
maps started photographing German cities for their street view, 244,000
households opted out and Google agreed to blur those properties onscreen. It’s not hard to see where that reticence
comes from, first the crackdown on personal freedoms during the Nazi
Regime. Our university just recently
hosted an exhibit about the White Rose, the student group in Munich that was
tried and executed in 1942 and ‘43 for composing and distributing leaflets
opposing National Socialism. The exhibit
highlights the students’ bravery, and shows the atmosphere of fear and
repression. Not just speaking out was
dangerous, but listening as well.
My
mother tells the story of growing up in Stuttgart, Germany during the war, and
how her father would turn the radio down low, put his ear to it and listen to
the BBC’s Radio Free Europe. The radio in Nazi Germany was known colloquially as Goebbelsharfe
(Goebbels' harp), because it was an instrument of the Minister of Propaganda. Many Germans relied on broadcasts from the
BBC to get a more accurate view of the progress of the war. She recalls her father’s horrified reaction
when her young brother began humming Beethoven’s Fifth Symphony. That was the call sign for Radio Free
Europe. And if anyone outside the home
heard him humming it, it would be a dead giveaway that the family was listening
to the banned program.
That story has
always stayed with me, and the stories of children denouncing their parents,
knowingly or unknowingly. I could see
how easily that could happen. The erosion of personal freedom was so complete
that parents couldn’t even trust their own children. The end of the war took that fear away in
West Germany, but not in the East. There
was a different regime, but the climate of fear and repression remained, in
fact may have been even more pervasive with the scores of official and unofficial members of the Stasi, the East German secret police.
As I’ve said, the East German story is not my family’s
story, but the East German story unfortunately was not so far removed from the
German story under Nazi control. Ellie
Meyer is the character in Home Sweet Stranger who stands in for the child who through no
fault of her own couldn’t be trusted.
Here's a link to more historical information about the BBC and Radio Free Europe:
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
The Berlin Wall and the Universal Story of Separation
In a sense, the East German story is not my story. We did not have any loved ones behind the
Berlin Wall. But that story of lives and families interrupted is a universal
story, the fallout of war that continues long after peace treaties are signed. My mother was born in Stuttgart, Germany in
1933. Her sister married an American
serviceman after World War II and moved to the U.S. My mother followed years later, planning to
work for 2 years as an au pair in New York City, and ending up staying a
lifetime, falling in love first with the country and much later my father.
My family had survived the war pretty much intact. They were not casualties in the traditional
sense, but my grandparents lost both of their daughters not to the war, but
because of the war, because of the forces of change. The major players in
history, the presidents and potentates get the spotlight, and the people go
about quietly picking up the pieces. And
when a conflict ends, the consequences affect generations. I have always been fascinated by questions of
identity, what makes a person who they are, their language, the patch of earth
they’re born on, the foods they eat, the songs they sing? And since my very first trip to Germany as a
child I’ve known that homesickness that gets passed down, of always having one
foot on a different continent. And as
I’ve studied German over the years and taught it in college, it added another
dimension, the conflict of loving the heritage and being horrified by the history.
Home Sweet Stranger was a chance to delve into subjects like collective guilt,
personal responsibility, justice and the lack of it. To see how conflicts don’t end, they ripple
out into other conflicts, and how they affect lives ... and loves.
Friday, November 7, 2014
The Anniversary of the Fall of the Berlin Wall, the Trabant and Showmanship
I was lucky enough to be living in Germany in 2009 during
the 20th anniversary of the Fall of the Berlin Wall. It was celebrated by
music and visits from foreign dignitaries.
The televised event was hosted by talk show host, Thomas Gottschalk, who is
known as a flamboyant entertainer. It
would be a little like having Jimmy Fallon host the anniversary of the D-Day invasion. Music and speeches were interspersed with
fake replicas of pieces of the wall tumbling.
It was all showmanship and entertainment, and did not speak to the
suffering and separation that went on during the division, and the conflicts,
property disputes and economic difficulties that continued after
reunification. What
happens after such a long separation?
Can there be a happy ending? As a romance writer, I have to hope for one.
Speaking of entertainment, on November 8th, the Spy Museum is hosting the 8th annual Parade of Trabants which they describe as follows:
"Despite their questionable performance and smoky two-stroke engines, these little cars are now affectionately regarded as a symbol of East Germany and the fall of Communism." Here's the link:
http://www.spymuseum.org/calendar/detail/eighth-annual-parade-of-trabants/2014-11-08/
The spy museum's display showing how a Trabant could be retooled to hide multiple bodies inspired the way the character in Home Sweet Stranger escapes from East Germany.
Tuesday, November 4, 2014
The Fall of the Berlin Wall, Truth, Fiction, and Hopes for a Happy End
The division of Germany was a painful divorce and in some
cases the reunification was an uneasy remarriage. Just because the Berlin Wall fell, doesn’t
mean it took every barrier with it. This
is true in politics and debates about continuing inequality in the east, and
the west’s financial burden. But what
about emotionally? What happens to
family and friends and to love? Parents
were separated from children through forced adoption, families were kept apart. In many cases the parties had grown too far
apart to ever come back together.
The fall of the Wall could not automatically erase the
atmosphere of distrust that had festered in East Germany, under the guidance of
the Stasi—the secret police. Simon
Wiesenthal once said that the Stasi was more pervasive than the Gestapo. The network of official members of the secret
police was rounded out by countless unofficial members. Neighbors spied on neighbors. Spouses on spouses. It raises the question, how could you trust
anyone, even yourself? The character
that developed in this book, Home Sweet Stranger, Ellie Meyer, no longer trusted her parents after
they took her with no warning from East Germany, she no longer trusted herself,
wondering if she had done or said something that had put them in danger in the
first place. When she is reunited with her former friend after the fall of the
Wall, she no longer trusts her emotions.
What happens when your heart remain loyal despite what you’ve come to
know is true?
The background in this novel is historically accurate to the
best of my knowledge, based on what I’ve read, seen in documentaries and
experienced living abroad. Forced adoptions were real, there were prisons that
were not listed on maps, parents accidentally gave their children overdoses of
sleeping pills to keep them quiet as they were smuggled over the border into
West Germany. The East German car, the Trabant, could be retooled to hide
multiple bodies (see The Spy Museum in Washington D.C. for a detailed and
shocking display). Just like after World War II, when the allied forces
employed former Nazis in administrative positions, not every former Stasi
member was rooted out after the Fall of the Berlin Wall. In fact the BsTU, the Federal Commission for
the Stasi Records was accused of
using former Stasi members as
consultants and giving them unsupervised access to the archives. Even a generation later, people are still
coming to terms with what happened.
Those former East German towns are still losing their children who
continue to migrate westward, not for freedom, but for economics.
And the property dispute that drives the plot in Home Sweet Stranger is based on the over two million disputes and applications for restitution that arose after the fall of the wall. Here's an interesting article about one of those disputes:
Even 25 years after the fall of the Berlin Wall people are still coming to terms with reunification and what came before. This book was my attempt to give the political remarriage a happy end on the personal level.
And the property dispute that drives the plot in Home Sweet Stranger is based on the over two million disputes and applications for restitution that arose after the fall of the wall. Here's an interesting article about one of those disputes:
Even 25 years after the fall of the Berlin Wall people are still coming to terms with reunification and what came before. This book was my attempt to give the political remarriage a happy end on the personal level.
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Westward migration even 25 years after the fall of the Berlin Wall
This book, Home Sweet Stranger, was inspired by a news story about small former
East German towns that were losing generations of young people to the west even
20 years after the fall of the Berlin Wall.
They were looking, not for freedom, but for economic opportunity, and
they were mostly women. History was
repeating itself, but with an ironic twist.
Germany is the country that invented the term “wanderlust” in part to
describe the migration of young men on their way to become journeymen and
masters in their trades. And now the men were being left behind. I thought,
what if one of the lost daughters came back?
Sunday, October 26, 2014
Back in the Saddle in time for the 25th Anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall
This book took about five years to write and revise working on it on and off from the time I got the idea living in Freiburg, Germany during the 20th anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall. But the story has really been more than 25 years in the making since a trip I took through East Germany to West Berlin as a student back in 1988. I will never forget that surreal experience of stopping near the border between East and West and having our passports checked, while outside the guards, accompanied by German Shepherds were poking mirrors mounted on long poles under the train looking for people who might be clinging to the undercarriage to escape. Although that scene made such an impression on me, it didn't make it into the book in the interests of keeping the protagonist's story as authentic as possible. She escapes East Germany as a child in the trunk of a Trabant, and I have to thank a visit to the Spy Museum in Washington, DC for that. On display there is a cut-out of the East German make of car showing how many bodies could be hidden inside it.
Home Sweet Stranger is now available for pre-order at Amazon.
Home Sweet Stranger is now available for pre-order at Amazon.
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